False And Fake

All I want is to have a break . .

All I had was faith & a mistake. .

A fairy tale that was lovely and fake

Least priority,was actually my sake

A careless thought that was not conisdered

Turned to be a truth that I figured

But afterall,the gun was trigerred

A message certainly and clearly was delivered

All in all,it all has to go

Nothing is left for anyone to show

I wish I haven't seen what i actually saw

Or i have never knew what I now know

Thought my world was vast and wide

Thought that life was new and wild

Thought I had it all inside my mind

But I found out. . I am simply a child. . !