Disappointment.

I have to say it. I have to admit that my master's defense were one of the worst hours in my life. I felt humiliated, useless, miniaturized and worthless. Now, it's been an exact month since then, but I still cannot grab the enough courage to make the edits, because every time I read them, I smell the Doctor's sarcasm and disappointment. What I have spent two full years of my life doing and studying, was seen as purely as nothing from his perspective.

I feel am nothing. Useless nothing.