Thoughts of a Friday night

We are all living in different yet similar way. As if we are watching each other from a train, choosing to see one side of the road, a singular side of each individual story. We wish for things we don’t have; hope for stuff we do not need just to please a certain desire that was emitted out of nowhere.

Ever wondered how to be lonely in all the crowd? Why a certain type of songs makes you fight your stubborn tears from falling?

How does it feel to know secret about those around you and they have no idea about it? How could it make sense to repeat everything in the same manner and still need your shiny smile to prove your happiness? How can you make excuses without hurting people around you? Funny, the only excuse you can have is to be out of the country. Funny you don't feel missing all of this if you left. Funny to feel that lonely amongst the crowd. No, it is not funny. It is just sad.

We all want everything while everything is always hard to find. Why were we created to want everything although we are all flawed? And how can we he satisfied really? And how can all this end? This all will end. Isn't it? I was taught that.